Everyone is so used to speaking so they treat this like nothing. That's so frustrating, I'd rather have only anxiety and suffer with that than have both speech block and anxiety. It's ruining my life, I can't do the things others do, without dying from within and those happen to be simple day-to-day activities which are so important and here I am struggling to do those. And don't be sorry thanks for taking the time to read my vent and sharing how you feel about it (: I wish you the best too!