Yeah I understand :/ I just hate it because it makes me sound alot dumber in person, especially when I'm only trying to talk to my mum. The one person I should have no problem speaking to in the world, and I can barely even say a scentence sometimes without using insertions or repetition. I can be a very talkative person sometimes especially if I want to get my point across but I just hate putting others in a position where they "have" to listen to me just to be nice, when in reality they'd rather be doing something else after I mess up on my words a few times.