Even asktrp told me to look for a cure. Some even suggested I go for deaf women. Not the greatest advice there. The only thing they made me aware of really was how much my SMV or even value as a person is devestated by my stutter. Why do I need to seek the approval of others? We'll because believe it or not, alot of opportunities and best moments in life involve other people. I can't seem to have any of that. I'd honestly never give a shit about stuttering if it didn't have a profound impact on my life. But it does.