Yeah i understand i am also dealing with same i am 23(m) and facing exact same problems and going through the same, Stuttering is so much holding back,i have so much to share, so much to talk, so much to express, but i Don’t, because i Don’t Want to stutter, as i hate to stutter and it runs the moment, it’s not like that i can’t say or do but the pain, shame and all that that comes with it, is not worth it, Life is hard with stuttering, And i feel hopeless and just can’t live like this anymore like a crippled,i want to live fully, express myself the way i want to, But we just can’t,i Don’t Want to give you false hope that one day everything will be good because i know it won’t help and it does not matter.