I ran out of thoughts to face the stutter

I ran out of thoughts to face the stutter What happens when I'm aware I'll stutter no matter what I do? What happens when I'm no longer trying to not stutter, but to stutter a little less? What happens after trying to stutter on purpose, but still stutter in reality? I don't mind stuttering itself. I can repeat sometimes. Block for, idk, 3 seconds, or prolong sometimes as well. I'm not looking for fluency anymore, I'm tired of that. I just wanna stutter less, but still, it doesn't work. I block a whole minute (not saying that lightly, no sir). I don't want to not stutter, I just want to stutter less. How?