Do y’all ever in school avoid answering a question bc you might be scared too stutter?

Do y’all ever in school avoid answering a question bc you might be scared too stutter? Hi, so I’m very new to this whole stutter group chat thing, but I fucking love it! I’ve always felt so alone like no one understands or even wants too understand why or how ppl stutter, everyone I’ve ever known has been curious about my stutter, or just hateful about my stutter and I’ve always felt weird about that, especially when people weren’t mean about it, in elementary school I was bullied extremely bad too the point were extremely depressed, I wouldn’t talk to anyone, I wouldn’t participate in group activities, I was too scared too play sports until I finally starting playing basketball in 8th grade, I’m 17 now and my stutter has gotten a lot better, but under, stress, anxiety, overwhelming situations, even talking with people I’ve known for ever, it’ll happen at random but way less then before, ig I’m starting to feel normal for once, but at the same time when I do stutter I don’t feel angry bc I stuttered, I get angry because I feel like I’m wasting everyone’s time, even though it’s only a few second stutter, my face gets all red and I wanna die lol, I just feel bad nowadays for having it bc I just don’t wanna waist anyones times, thanks for reading this rant if you did, Happy Easter everyone