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another awkward moment just want to say I'm not going anywhere with this post, I simply want to rant. so yesterday I went to the DMV with my mother to get an ID card in the morning, and I waited for about 45 minutes until it was my turn to sign some papers and for the worker to get my finger print and everything like that. honestly I didn't think I had to talk but out of the blue, the worker asked how old I was and my speech flow was completely blocked. I wouldn't have minded if I stuttered, but I just could NOT get the word "eighteen" out no matter how hard I tried, and he asked the question again (with a look of concern and like "wow she's weird Idk what's happening") and I felt humiliated. my mother had to say it for me and I was on the verge of tears because it was utterly frustrating. and on the way back home, my mother totally laughed at me and was like "what the fuck was that?" and although I know she was making a joke out of it I still felt really bad and it made me wonder how I will be able to make it out in the adult world when I have to do more things. if I can't say one fucking word, how am I supposed to get through a job interview or other stuff of that sort? and not only that, but my mother keeps telling every one of my family members about it and she's reenacting the moment. it's annoying. I tell her to stop but she doesn't. again this is only a rant and I'm sorry but I had to vent somewhere