I think accepting my stutter the way it is will be a breath of fresh air. And of course, I also want to improve my speech but first things first is, I shall accept it as a part of me 'cuz I think that improving myself would be much easier if I did that. What I want to do now is to accept and live with it because I don't wanna beat myself up after I stutter on a sentence. But that doesn't mean that I would give up on improving my speech~ You know, accepting while improving xD. And I relate to when you said that you could be better and you knew it. Ngl, that always keeps me up at night after a presentation or something so, now I am gonna try and remind myself that it's fine because I did best today and I could do even better next time. :) Thank you for sharing your viewpoint on this! It's a big help. Much luck to you too :D