I had someone tell me it‘s cute, I didn‘t really care and thought it was nice that they were seeing it in a better way than I dealt with it. I was always so hard on myself and that made me think that other people barely care and might actually find this as „cute“. I do know it‘s not cute and it’s hard, but people thinking of how much of a struggle it is for me to have a conversation when they‘re talking to me, I‘d rather get them saying it‘s cute.