I'm sorry but she is just an immature, unempatethic person which you should avoid (at least for a some time) to a) respect yourself b) let her digest the info I'm 40 and I stutter as fuck but believe me, how you are treating yourself is the 95% of the experience. When you are trying to "fit in" and pretend that you are "normal" it will just hurt all the time. Accept it. Laugh at it sometimes when you feel you can do it. There is millions of people who are great and can be your friends BUT you have to let them in and risk being hurt. And one thing I noticed: the more you are serious and angry about it the more people are likely to push the button. Just learn how to not give a fuck but you can also go to gym and gain some "visual" respect :D So waka waka: "You're a good soldier Choosing your battles Pick yourself up and dust yourself off and back in the saddle"