I mean yeah i got so embarrassed and discouraged so fast i guess i just ran away from it. Maybe the influence of some earlier consumed substances had its hand in this lol but its the first time in a long while ive had to cry because of a stuttering situation. What i would rather have done is just stay put and rejoin the conversation when i was over it. But i couldnt fight the urge to just leave. Thanks for the question it was good to think that one out