I feel you. Every stutterer who is honest with themselves has felt this way at some point or another. Your feelings are 100% valid. Stuttering can be utterly debilitating at times. I often feel that way, other times I feel it’s merely a minor inconvenience.. but let me just say this. For the people peddling toxic positivity and platitudes that we’ve all heard a million times, I guess it’s so that you can pat yourself on the back for your good deed of the day but it’s really not helpful for anything besides fueling your own egos. All the best OP.