I think you have a lot you want to do but you feel that your stuttering is holding you back. Which I think every stutterer on this forum can relate to. I don't know how severe your stuttering is but I suggest working away at the root issue. Maybe put 30 mins to 1 hour each day in working on your speech. Look up speech sound stimulability and practice that on each of your problem sounds or all the phonetic sounds of your primary language. It's pretty simple. We have problem saying certain sounds, so why not practice saying them to increase coordination when saying them... With daily practice, your blocks will lessen and become less severe. This has helped me and it's actually used in a lot of new speech therapy nowadays because it's backed by research.