For sure you wouldn't be the amazing person you are today! You could be better or you could be worst! For me is a trait I just cant accept and I cannot change, but what stuttering gave me was a ridiculous amount of resilience, empathy for others and drive. I always think to myself: Man I don't want to be 80 and think about all the times I felt bad about something I couldn't change, or things I got out of doing because of my stutter. Its just my way of seeing things, I just know I would be miserable if I was 80 and thought about that.