t really isn't meant to be a personal attack on you or to put you down in any way. If it came across that way, then I apologise. I just can't listen to this constant talk about not giving a fuck and not caring about it anymore. What you've achieved is the exact opposite of that. You've found a way to deal with it, and if that works for you, then more power to you. But you haven't really let go or freed yourself mentally from stuttering and all its consequences. With every sentence you speak, you think about your stuttering and how you can overcome it. You've changed part of your personality to cope better with stuttering. I'm not saying that's wrong, we all do it, but it's absolutely not "not caring". Not caring (aka. stuttering like you would naturally) works as long as you don't want anything from another person. That is why you take countermeasures in the first place. And that's the big difference.