So this my story , I hope you will read it

So this my story , I hope you will read it So I just turned 19 this last week . I wasn't a consistent stutter from the beginning . The first memory I had as a stutter when I was in second grade , it wasn't a large problem back then. I almost forgot that I had a stutter . I had given many speeches . I can talk to any person confidently. Until I reached to grade 8 I had sudden increase in my stutter . At this age I hit puberty . Day by day the stutter went on increasing. I was afraid to talk to a girl . But the real tragedy happened when I was in grade 10. It was a starting of my academic year. There was teacher who would ask questions to students so that the student could memorize the answer . And one day suddenly she asked me to stand up and asked a question. I was knowing the answer at that time. But the moment I spoke the first word I stuttered. My heart started racing . I was honestly gonna to cry. I had stuttered every single word . I will not say the whole class just laughed at me but there were some who just commented from the back. At that time I decided I will not much to anyone . I studied the whole year sincerely . I scored 95 percent and was amongst the top 10 of the academic year. Idk if it was a proud moment tbh. After that I went to a speech therapy . I had practise daily 2 hours of therapy. I was really recovering. I was able to speak with more confident . After 2 months the therapy got over. Later after 3 months or so I got my stutter back. This this the stutter was increasing at a faster rate . I was 16 back then when this happened. And I 19 rn . And I still have a stutter . Idk what should I do . I think I should go to the therapy at one more time . Thank you for reading my story and pardon me for any Grammer mistake.