I tried to apply to those jobs and even disclose it during the interview or application and got a lot of negative feedback so it's been a while since I've had a job or gone on an interview. Even though they're not mean openly, I can't help but think they're thinking oh this girl is weird she stutters or they'll talk about me. It's true though. Why would a man like someone like me? They can find a woman better looking than me who doesn't stutter than I'm out of luck I'll never find anyone