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vent Today i had to do a "speaking" for a paragraph in English class. so i started speaking and i didn't stutter at all. but something happened in class which made the teacher not focus and listen to what i have said. so she told me that i have to repeat so i did but now all the students in class are looking at me and the teacher is looking at me. and the worst thing was that i stutter with words that have the letter "k" i dont only have this letter but this paragraph that i was reading was filled with the letter "k". So i started stuttering a bit then i was asked to repeat AGAIN so this time while repeating i stuttered very hard. so like in my country we dont speak english as a native language and we dont even use it in not daily basis monthly basis so people are not that good in English. And in my class we all learned english and we are quite good at it. so when i stuttered everyone thought that I didn't know how to pronounce the word because my stuttering isn't like lets say for example i want to say "tree" when i stutter i dont say "t-t-t-tree" its like "a--------------------------------------------------tree" for me i dont know why but its quite fucked up lol. So everyone started finishing what i want to say and was struggling i felt like i was boiling and i felt like i want to cry and all of that but my teacher she is the best i think she know what i was going threw and she stopped the people finishing my words and shit but i wanted to tell the person completing my words to stop and tgat i stutter out loud but the teacher stopped him so i relly couldn't do anything but now i feel like a piece of shit and i want to cry and i feel amgry and i feel so many things but im relly just sad lol I feel like i still want to dm the guy that was completing my sentences to like "educate him" boyt my stutter and stuff but idk should i do it? (Sorry if i added letters to words its just because im typing this fast)