I'm removed from clinical rotation ... when stutter can cause danger&death.

I'm removed from clinical rotation ... when stutter can cause danger&death. I'm stutter, also not good at English speaking skills. My voice's really quiet. I have major depression and anxiety. I studied in a health care field. I'd trained in a clinic for few days, met a lot of very sick patients. I can't communicate with them efficiently. It took very long time to make them understand. If a patient falls on the floor when he's with me, I can't explain other staffs what's going on smoothly--I'm stutter and lack of communication skills. Many patients can't be patient with me. They're very sick and shouldn't be more sick by my skills. Those patients needs quick and efficiently communication. After tried to help me with several ways, my instrutors said the clinic can't let any patients in danger to be with me. ... I become the most dangerous person in clinic... without any weapon, power, or aggressive behavior. They removed me before I'd hurt a patient, that's good. I'm removed from the program. I admit it was my false that I never thought about any emergency situation or impair patients before. I just thought it'd be fine if I could speak, but in reality, it's not at all. Was it the program's false choosing me? There's rule that the college can't deny any student because of his/her impair ability. It was all my false. I'd not overestimate myself. I'd choose another program that doesn't require much communication skills. I just chose health care because it's much more easier to find job. ...I am refused from all workplaced I've applied because my speaking skills+speech impairment. It was all my false. I've been fail many times in my life, this was the third time I've got dismiss from colleges. The first and second were because of my young and stupid self. The third was because of poor communication. Now I look like a suicide watched patient in hospitals, but at home, despair and lose my mind. No job, no insurance, no self confident, unknown future. I'm NOT going to suicide because I believe in afterlife --- if I suicided, my sould'd be in this sorrow forever. Everything is exactly NOT FOREVER included all my sorrows in the past. I've faced the much more grievous events before --- it's called death of my beloved people and pets. I can get over it, I can get over this dismissal event. Thank you so much for reading until this paragraph. Please don't let my story scare you to do what you want. Thanks for your kindness and sympathy. I really hope you all be happy, strong, and love yourself&others! P.S. I never know any person who stutter, all people I know don't stutter. I'd love to befriend with you, we can share a story, vent, or encourage other. Inbox me if you're interested, you're not alone;-)