idk what to do with my stuttering anymore im lost
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idk what to do with my stuttering anymore im lost I'm a 21-year-old male from Algeria, and I've been stuttering since I was four years old. I've had a challenging life, both in school and outside of it, with people mocking and laughing at me. They often used my silence and shyness to manipulate me. I have seen several doctors who provided me with breathing exercises and motivational speeches. However, whenever my mom took me to psychologists to help me open up and express my emotions, they would go ahead and repeat everything I said back to her. This made me feel so insecure that I struggled to speak even more as I grew through middle school and high school the bullying and mocking also grew with it also my family started to tell me to speak clearer people wont understand me ull have life difficulties and bad life in general i was sturrgling to be social and have a love life in general as well as getting a job i was greeted with side eyes and weird looks whenever i go into a store asking for a job as well as using voice chat in games and stuff i always get laughed at what should i do please im so lost and might as well unalive myself if i keep getting worse