Yeah i have the 3rd edition which is like 700+ pages of repeating things over and over lol. I think he thinks having a big book will make him more credible but i dont know. He has 12 "crutches" that he says to memorize that i would encourage you to look over, they're pretty important. Im also in the process of growing my own psilocybin mushrooms, do some research on how psilocybin helps rewire the brain in a therapeutic setting. Look up john hopkins studies on psilocybin. Only if you're interested though. Lee Lovett mentions he is very against illegal drugs to help with this process, but thats only because he's an old conservative boomer. r/unclebens is an awesome community of people cultivating there own mushrooms for healing purposes. Paul stamets, a mycologist, tells a story of his stutter as a kid and how he cured it with one psilocybin trip, im not sure how credible it is, but its a cool story either way!