Im not religious any longer, but was raised in that family, slowly noticing how its brain washing, to belive that church is source of truth, that their version on what you should do, how you should act, what you should wear, their anti science views in their newspaper, like depression is soul diesase or defending russia in war with many fake bullshit stories. That their religion is the most real, other are scammers. That their version on what bible author means is the right one. I also slowly realizing its abstraction and why you cant belive in god but not in religion. Also basic thing, like they are saying you should do xyz, but they are mostly obesity. Answearing the question, you should rethink, does god control this or he is like observer, I mean god have nothing to do with it. Human body is very complex, and stuttering is caused by genetic mutation or failure, same as hair or eye color, I know it sucks, I hate this, that I cant have normal life. But you should rethink thay god caused this, its more like unlucky. I dunno what to say. Bo