Hey dude! I’m sorry that you’re going through tough times, especially with family not being very supportive. I’d suggest you focus on anything that you enjoy doing or anything you’re good at and be the best you can at it (and f the rest). Meanwhile, maybe different approaches can help you ease the speech problem. Try reading a book “Stuttering & Anxiety Self-Cures: What 100+ PWS Taught Me” by Lee Lovett. He also has bunch of videos on YouTube. Or any other approach that seems logical to you. Keep you head up!!