I feel every word man , i am really sorry if my comment reminded you of the shit that used to happen to u As a child, and it really hurts knowing that this shit is not just happening to me but its also happening to a alot of people, its just crazy how the closest people dont get your suffering and they hurt you the most, in my case my father always supported me even thu a lot of times we dont agree on things or have a lot of arguments, but he is still my father and i cannot change him even thu if i told u the shit that used to happen to me reddit would propley delete it, anyways Thank you for your reply ❤️