I saw his video and really enjoyed it! The part about seeing the lion/tiger and being too afraid to say anything really stuck with me and that's a part of what makes me think it's a physical manifestation of our emotional doubts. It's just hard to make sense of being able to say the same thing in one place but not another. Thanks for the kind words and compliment! I unlisted most of my youtube vlogs because I'm afraid I'm not wording something correctly or potentially getting peoples hopes up. Also I just can't place my finger on it, lol, so it's ever evolving. That's why I enjoy talking or typing about it from time to time. I also did some spotify vlogs too but these days I am so busy with work I barely have time for myself. The world is so much more heartwarming with a cat nearby! :)