People yawn at me when I talk and it makes me feel not worth of talking.
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People yawn at me when I talk and it makes me feel not worth of talking. It even hurts a little to write this post because I feel so bad about it. But, everyone yawns when I talk. By everyone, I mean my friends, my family and new people that I meet. It seems as if everyone is just bored with me. Now, I don't know if this is because of my stutter, or I am a boring person or because of my depression or anxiety issues. But, it hurts everytime someone yawns when I talk (this happens reguarly) and I just stop talking because they I don't feel worthy of talking anymore and my self-esteem just plumets. It's really not good for my self-worth. Also, sometimes when I am talking people will look behind them or look uncomfortable, this also makes me not talk anymore. Now, I just let other people talk cause clearly no one wants to hear me talk. I guess I am fine with being the quiet one, but I have fears about this. I plan on going into the medical field and I feel like people won't take me seriously because of this and I won't be able to advance in my career.