Idk I usually watch motivation videos before some big stuff in life (Yeah Ik I’m fuckin corny) I like this one a lot (https://youtu.be/t8ApMdi24LI) I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, EVEN IF YOU DONT MAKE IT IN, ITS NOT THE END IF THE WORLD. It will feel like it, but it isn’t! Count your blessings/ If they fail to see how actually smart you are and just judge your intelligence by your stutter or make faces when you’re talking, fuck em. And if you don’t get the scholarship show them you’ll work even harder than the next dude who has the scholarship! Good luck!