Even though i agree that holding back will just make it worse. The fear i have from having bad situations is just too big and I don’t think i can it anymore. I literally been through hell at a young age and i had so many traumatic experiences that thinking of the possibility of experiencing another one is terrifying. I know this a sad way to think of the future and it leads to nowhere but I think I might need a break so i change some things about myself , also yeah I would take a break even if I didn’t stutter because i don’t feel like im ready at this moment.