I try to record how i talk with people

I try to record how i talk with people The people as i hear them , i hear them in records But my voice , feel normal with some stutter and block inside me , but in records ..... Oh god , how goofy i was sound ... Like if it was character between goofy and porky pig , ill be perfect act for it Im type of stutterer who have bad days and good days ... But ... Is this ... My destiny ( Im goofy goober Roock ! )