Sounds like you are reading a whole lot into your situation… Central to this is the feeling that you are a central character within other people’s decisions… This is tough to realize (in large part, because PWS are hyper critical of their speech and self-worthiness), but most people don’t think about you (both good and bad) as you are imagining they do. You are doing fine. Keep racking up the wins. Enjoy your growth. Keep doing hard things until you develop your “armor” for the bad days.