Thanks for your response sir and taking the time to share your experience. It's frustrating to say the least and I'm not going dive into too much detail, but I have lost faith in terms of religion these days. I still hate that I cannot be more than what I should be, knowing that I am more qualified than other candidates. Also the expectations that my parents have in me, in terms of having a better paying career and the fact that I am yet married. Even though I have brought this up in the past, they don't see this as a disability and why it causes depression. I don't think I have a high IQ but probably do try harder at certain things to compensate for this disability and maybe even read more (due to the extra time I spend by myself).