It's only recent lol. Don't get me wrong sometimes my anxiety gets the best of me. My little brother has severe stuttering. He is a teacher. He inspires me a lot. Sometimes when I have time we sit down and practice some of those things I talked about. I'd love another friend my age to talk about stuff like this. Shoot me a message anytime. Also I think I know the comedian you're talking about. I tried to avoid him for the longest but now I watch his videos and enjoy them