If I knew I would get paid it wouldn't have made a single day before this poll any better. It's been rough. I'd take the money at this point it's a part of me. Non-treatment means I have just learned to live with it even if it does get me down. It would be weird to be fluent turn around and then realize I could have had a Milly. I get it, you're a genie!! Well this did raise my spirits a little. Good post.