Yea man just accept who you are and dont be ashamed of it i've been stuttering since i could talk. And god i can relate to you. I don't know you, but i have to say. If you masturbate, STOP! I've been a porn addict for a long time. When i finally stopped jerking and looking at porn my confidence increased tenfold. I stopped feeling so bad at myself. And just accepted of how i talk and i'm honest and real with people. I really dont give a fuck. You gotta have that mentality. Cause drugs wont make it better for you.