after failing to get a job in six months, i finally admitted defeat and got into telemarketing which ive always been terrified of

after failing to get a job in six months, i finally admitted defeat and got into telemarketing which ive always been terrified of i started the training two days ago and im trying to be optimist bc i need this to work out — i even looked up some posts about the topic here. im trying to set myself up for success by using DAF app on my phone on earbuds under the headset I have and I hope it works i just get nervous, yknow? zoloft has happened but i feel so frustrated. i have a bachelors in biotech, i quit my masters degree bc i was too scared to even consider defending a thesis (among other reasons) and now im working in telemarketing and im terrified but i need this to work, it’s my hail mary