This probably doesn't make any sence...

This probably doesn't make any sence... I feel like people around me (especially teachers) think English might not be my first language, and i know it's hard to believe so, BUT IT IS. I feel like an awkward peice of shit when i have something in mind I would like to say out loud, but when i try to say it, someone might brush me off (since I'm a shy and quiet person) or they cut me off because i stutter and stammer. not sure whats the difference between the two. These are jusut SOME reasons why i personally think social media is a great way to communicate with others, because im an awkward no good very bad talker.