What is your perspective on relationships?

What is your perspective on relationships? Hi, maybe u remember me. I wrote a few days back that i got high five from my girlfriend after i overcame big block. Yeeahh she broke up yestrday and i dont really have anyone else besides her to talk with. I really tried hard to make her happy, for 5 months, but she didnt really do much. I feel miserable and empty again... What are your expiriences with finding a partner? Does it have to be so difficult? Edit: i dont think i’ve been clear enough. I found a partner that supports me through my stutter, the problem is we broke up and i dont think ill find anyone like her soon...