Haha, that is very kind! Honestly, I write it for my benefit as much as others'. I'm a long way from being a master of all this and can use the pep talk as much as anyone else. As for the bad days following the good: it helps me when I realize how little power I have over it all. The more I try to exert power over it, the worse it gets. So I may as well just sit back and stop resisting (insert police joke here) and as BEST I CAN try and let it all happen...