In my experience it's not so much about me letting embarrassment go..its the countless other people blatantly or indirectly disrespecting me & or undermining me when I let go and talk...I guess the world is full of assholes that aren't worth my time then. Because the good people who truely don't care are few and far between...giving up is basically just getting away from the negativity I'm drowned in from trying to communicate with other ppl. It's really a crap shoot hit or miss with who is going to be cool or disrespect you. It really takes a toll when your constantly having to deal with it daily whether you care or not.