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My stutter is ruining my life Hello, I'm 15 and in the 10th grade and I struggle with speech blocks. I'm an overthinker and care what people think, I don't block too often but often enough that it makes not say things I wanna say. I have major social anxiety bcs of this even ordering is hard and I fucking hate the feeling of blocking so I just shut up. I hate small talk or just any talking at all. At school I'm not the quiet kid but I avoid a lot of conversations and stuff. I dread the moment I'm picked to answer every lesson. It sounds dumb but this anxiety these things that I always think about the oppertunities I pass on bcs I don't wanna look dumb. This shit is too much for me too handle, for years I just lived with it like most people on this reddit and I'm probably just pathetic but I just don't think I can't live with this shit no more. Call me weak, call me a quitter but you're right. I am weak and a quitter, I give up and I've tried everything but nothing works. I can't enjoy anything without it creeping up in my head all day every minute I think about it. I can't do it anymore I just can't live like this so everyone in this reddit. Don't do what I'm eventually gonna do, keep fighting but I am too weak for this battle.