I understand where ya coming from so well. I’ve managed to control my stuttering better the older I got, but it still pops up in the most inconvenient moments. When I’m trying to tell a funny story or something exciting that happened, I stutter and can’t get the words out which makes the moment so awkward. I seem to be able to talk the best when I’m most relaxed. Usually that’s when I’m doing one on one conversations or when I’m talking to someone I’m not trying to impressed. I’m tried every “cure” I’ve come across over the years and nothing seems to work. Right now I’m trying CBD and so far, it hasn’t help. You’re not alone and it does help to talk this stuff out. I’m free if ya ever want someone to chat with.