It's complicated, but yea I don't hate it, sometimes the hate arises, but to hate it is to have more suffering than I already have, so yea I try not to hate it. I look at it as... I stammer so it's inescapable that it will somehow affect my overall quality of life, in this case negatively. As a good physique affect people positevly, my stammering has brought negativity in my life. That's all.