Ordering through the drive thru or having to talk on the phone with banks or any business is devastating, but if It needs to be done I suck it up and do what I need to do. The internal thought in my head are , I wonder how long this will take? I bet they don't even know , they just think im a weirdo. Then after that I say.. fu*k it.. if they wanna listen they will , if not fu*k em It does make me nervous about trying for any job that phone extensive.. even if I KNow I'd kill it, I don't even attempt it anymore because the thought of being judged as a "lower human" because how i talk will set me on fire;so I don't even put myself through that any more.