Yeah true. And yeah I try to roll with the punches day by day, but I'm getting too damn tired of the chronic anxiety, depression & anger. This is no way for a grown man to live, I thought as a kid I'd be over this shit by now with therapy. I'll never be suicidal but honestly I've been sick of life & majority of ppl for too long. Maybe being a wierdo hermit is the only option if I can't fix this.