tired of not being able to express myself
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tired of not being able to express myself So currently i'm taking a gap year, I have a temporary job (which was really out of comfort zone thing for me). Anyways today my boss asked me what will I do after this year, will I go to college etc. I answered that I don't know, so she asked me what interests me in life and thats where it went bad. I'm not a genius or something, but there are a lot of intelectual things that interest me. I enjoy reading philosophical books, I follow current events, I love art, I'm into culture etc. I'd say i'm kind of a geek. But instead of saying what really interests me I answered again "I don't know", and tried to avoid conversation. These things really make me depressed. There were a lot of intelectual debates where I could contribute some interesting stuff but I remained quiet. And this stuff reallly kills me the most. For the people that don't know me, I always have feeling that they think I'm kind of retarded lol. That's why I like social media, like Reddit or Instagram, where I can express myself without speaking. Yeah, I don't know what to do..I shared it with you because I don't have anyone to share it with. Much love