Firstly, I feel your pain. I was bullied quite badly as a kid…….but I grew up. It’s’ not a curse and it’s definitely not a disease, it’s just something that we have that nobody else has, it makes us unique. I know what it’s like to have social anxiety and depression, but I promise you that it’ll get easier if you put the self work in to make it easier. If you accept the fact that this is who you are and nobody can take your self worth from you.