Its a lot easier to share the good times rather than the bad. I don’t get a bragging vibe in this community, more like trying to inspire hope. I see how it comes off that way when you’re feeling really low though. A lot of the “braggers” could’ve written your post word for word at some point in their lives. Except maybe the preoccupation on dicks and mistresses, I’ve never seen anyone on this sub brag about dick size. That has nothing to do with stuttering and I can’t seem to figure out why you are mentioning it. Unfortunately most of us have nothing else to offer but hope. Its an incredible combination of luck and accomplishment for some of us to have what we have. Emphasis on the luck part. There are plenty of people here doing the best they can and still not getting the results they want. But what other choice do you have?