I understand how you feel. For me, it's hard to realize that the problem isn't how we talk, it's how people react to the way we talk. I've been laughed at by people of all ages. I'm 41F and it still hurts every time it happens. I'm so tired :( But, on the flip side, it has given me insight into spotting toxic people and I stay away from them. I have surrounded myself with good friends who support and understand me.