I felt this way during Covid. I had a call center job (got forced into it by my stepdad and didn’t know it revolved around phone calls). It was an awful year but I was surprised how well I done. We are all a lot more capable than we think we are! I left July 2020 and I fell out of swing of work and lost my confidence. I didn’t want to work. I eventually found a delivery driver job and same thing happened. I went it feeling really anxious but a couple weeks later, you forget about your stutter and your work persona shines through. My advice to you is try and find a job. It will really help you out both financially and mentally. Yes you’ll probably stutter, yes you’ll probably need to use your voice but it gets easier as you go. Good luck!