Bro, I haven’t thought about me never being born but what i always though of is “Am i a mass murderer in my past life? Am i the Devil’s Subordinate in my past life? Did what i did back then affected my current life?” Yeah, crazy. sometimes i thought about why i was born into a family who stutters but at the end of the day, i just think, maybe i was born SPECIAL. Compare myself to those who are handicapped being born without hands or legs, hearing and can’t see. Makes me feel sorry about even thinking like that and that i should be grateful that i only suffer this kind of thing. Also there’s this one guy on REDDIT who said “Maybe God put this into me as a handicap because i’d be unstoppable in the world if he didn’t”😂 yeah, a little confidence booster for me. Anyways, that’s all. Keep going man, we all are in this. I’m also trying.. so you should never give up too.